It was my 2nd time taking an ambulance......I couldnt believe that one of my students was fainted on the trip.  Thankfully that he was OK....he was just so nervous when he was in the hospital.  I was scared too because he really looked sick at that time........when I was in the ambulance, it reminded me the first time when I went to the hospital with my grandfather.  He was so ill and couldnt even know what was happening.  He couldnt recognize me, it was also my very first time seeing my grandfather.  He never existed in my memory, but I heard from my mom that he was a nice guy, was, yes, because he died a few days later after he was sent to the hospital.  That's why I was scared when I was in the ambulance I guess.....mentally tired afterward.....when I was in the hospital for 3 hours, I had seen people being so ill, they didnt want to stay in the hospital, the doctors were trying to convince them, there were patients complaining about something...there were interns who were walking around and had looking for something to do.......what a different world.......it is just not easy to be a human I guess.......without the love from God, it is so hard.....

Count down begins....it is already June, 20 more days of school, I couldn't believe that my first year of teaching is almost over.  Learned a lot, experienced a lot, seen a lot......changed a lot.........I already began to miss my kids....most of them will be moving to different classes......pray that they will keep up the good work...they have been trying so hard all the time....proud of them, proud to be their teacher....grateful that I am in this class......special thanks to Rachel, who helps me to become a better teacher, a better person.